Tuesday, December 2, 2008 @ Tuesday, December 02, 2008
Katekyo Blogskin!
New blogskin! Yippee!

Since i did not feel like sleeping yet, I decided to change my blogskin. Well, it seems that setting up this new blogskin soothed my nerves a little. Hope i won't feel emo for the rest of the night!

For all of you out there, Happy Holidays and remember that regardless of any situation that threatens to derail our emotions, must always remember to have FUN k?

Well, I think I'm feeling slightly better...

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@ Tuesday, December 02, 2008
Prom!
WARNING: The following post may contain things that might make you emo (well, it made me emo alright), so read it at your own risk.

After such a long period of absence, I finally had the mood to blog about something meaningful in my life. Lol, but yeah, I'm back to clear the cobwebs off my blog...so i shall begin...

Prom Night! Yeah! Supposedly, it should be one of the coolest days of my life! But somehow, this day (yesterday) did not seem like such fun as i had anticipated. Well, i had waited for eons for this day to come, and when it finally did arrive, i felt a sense of reluctance to face it. Why so, you may wonder; the thought that my life in TJ had come to an end had bothered me rather than thrilled myself, and i was afraid of what lies ahead for me.

So anyway, the first half of my day was an agony of waiting for the hours to pass, and i even found time to sleep for a couple of hours. So much for waiting, as i ended up oversleeping and left house at 6:15 p.m. The bus trip was another forgettable incident, as i did not realize that bus 36 was a loop service until it took me around the entire orchard area before i finally reached my destination. In short, i took a DETOUR!!! Ended up reaching Marina Mandarin at 7:30 p.m.

Well, i can't really say that the atmosphere was bad, as the place was lively and familiar faces were chatting away, and taking pics of each other. I tried my best to keep up my social presence by wandering around different tables at times, to chat with old friends and take some pics. The food was not so much of a memorable experience, as I can't think of any food which i thoroughly enjoyed. The games played was satisfactory at best, as the games somehow seem too long and draggy, and i felt a little tired of hearing the fat host trying his earnest to entertain the crowd. well, he wasn't that bad actually, maybe it's just me all the while.

Throughout the 3 1/2 hour episode, I was trying my real best to be happy and cheerful to all those who i see. The long and tiring bus trip did not really ease my nerves, and meeting up with friends whom i may perhaps never see again just isn't something that can be shrugged off with a smile or a laugh (in my case). I don't know why, but i was never good in handling farewell scenes, as seen by the prom night earlier. As the programme wore on, my heart felt heavy with sorrow, sadness that is due to the inability to describe one's feeling. Yes, something like that sort of sadness. Even as i was seating together with several of my classmates (Dennis, JiaYi, Deborah, Seow Peng, Tanglin...even Cheng Ying), the sight of them makes me feel sad. Sorry if you fellows misunderstood what i meant, but it's not your fault k? I guess this prom night is a night that i want to forget, but i can't. For all those who did not realize why i left so abruptly, this is the reason: I was feeling sad.

After writing so much, i guess that all these pent-up emotions are finally released. For all those who managed to read till now, I thank you all for being there with me spiritually, and being a listening ear to my rants and woes. I guess that writing anymore will just make myself feel worse, so I'm gonna hit the hay and hope this uneasiness will pass by.

Btw, am i seeing things, or is my blogskin missing? If you see a plain white background, pls tell me! I think i'm gonna have to change it real soon.

One last thing: to all those people acquainted to me during prom night, i thank you once again for being a part of my life. No matter how sad i'm feeling right now that we may have to part someday, i guess the memories are here to stay. All of you will be remembered!!!

(If you guys got take any photos with me, feel free to send it to me k? Either via email or facebook. Thx a million!)

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